The week (maybe more than a week) of the emotional roller coaster is what January 30, 2014 - February 10, 2014 will be forever known as.
I've lost someone who is very dear to me. Lots of people have lost someone who is very dear to them. One of my favorite people in the world lost her mother on February 5, 2014.
Let me say, I love my mom. She's crazy and loud and isn't afraid to tell anyone anything. The complete opposite of me. But I love her. She's my mom. No matter what, she's always my mom.
My friend, loved her mom more than anyone I've ever known has ever loved anyone, ever. The only words I have are I'm sorry. I'm sorry this is happening to you. I'm just sorry. It makes me cry. Sometimes knowing how much you are crying about it makes me cry. But I digress, enough about crying.
Tomorrow, we will all get to meet Logan Lloyd. To quote one of my husbands favorite memes "such exciting! Much baby! Very wow!"
I can't wait to see him! I'm so excited for Hillary and Chris. And Carson! He's going to be a big brother! He's going to be a very good big brother. Much fun. Many brother.
And then on Sunday I will get to see a very good friend! In the midst of a bad situation, why not find joy where you can? Followed by a viewing on Monday. Oh, that is going to be awful. I hope that I can help my friend get through this terrible time. I will try not to do if my usual way of making jokes. Well, maybe I will. I've been doing that for so long and she's still my friend, right? Maybe she likes it? Hmm. I wonder...
Anyway, she thinks I make some weird frog face. I have NO idea what she's talking about.
I have a hard time saying the words out loud about feelings and things. "Writing them down" aka typing them on my iPhone, is much easier. So wow.
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